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She's not the kitchen floor. That's different. Also, this video is monetized. You're not 1000% sorry
I think my whole community has found a new level of anger
Hey dumb bitch! Your entire identity has been sculpted around being a slut that fucks anything. You have built yourself around the relationships with men that you have had in your life. For once in that life! You don't have a boyfriend and no group of people to try to make yourself a part of. Now you are alone! You aren't fucking trans. You are just trying to find a way to be alone and happy with being alone. Sit back and love yourself. Don't just fucking say it! Until you feel it, until you can be alone and not have a mental collapse in 24 hours... you should fucking chill on the videos. You are creating more drama for yourself with this ignorant shit. This is all part of growing up! You are just going through what everyone does! But your a stupid melodramatic simpleton. This is life! Enjoy life, love who you are in truth and not only in words... If you don't love who you are or you cannot be alone without having a mental collapse... begin using every fucking day to make yourself a stronger and better person! and in time you will find that you do love who you have become.
.... Many trans people dont actually transition but they wouldn't go on camera and claim that they are a guy wearinga vest and showing off their chest. Like fairs fairs believe that your a guy and what not but like most trans men would cover up their body. I know I do.
Stop pretending to cry. None of us care. Have some respect for the ACTUAL trans community. Just delete your account.
as a queer person i think discrediting trisha’s emotions is rude. some of their experience is valid and others not real trans experiences at all, but gender is fake so why do we condemn trisha questioning ?
still doesnt make some of the hurtful things about trans ppl you lol
trisha i hope u find the language to explain ur emotions and get a better therapist lmao
I can’t tell if she’s just trying to be a huge troll just to get views and money? Or she’s actually a lunatic
Are you ok?
You are such a fucking troll. You have so many issues you don't know what else to do to get attention from people. You're using this community as a joke. Shame on you and this isn't a sincere apology. Everyone can see through your fake tears. Save yourself the time. You most definitely need extensive therapy. All you're doing is confusing young women and offending a huge community who has had to fight so hard to get acceptance. You need to vanish from social media. All you are doing is damage.
I honestly dont understand why she is getting this hate, this seems like snd identity crisis and trisha is wikd but she is human too, have som respect snd reslise she is just like you on the inside she has feelings
Your on a journey of finding yourself and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. Sharing it with people that can relate is probably a blessing to them. Fuck everyone's judgmental bs. Just be true to yourself your beautiful. Good luck on your journey, keep your head up.
yet there’s about 10 ads
Guys, I know her video was not super respectful or well explained or whatever, but she is obiously struggeling with herself. I do not care how many arguments go against her and that it is her own fault ... blah, but please stop cyberbullying. THAT IS NOT OKAY.
I swear she can cry on command
How are you trans. Your tits are literally out and you don’t have dysphoria. Dysphoria makes you trans, not liking gay men
So this video is called "apology". Huh. That's odd, bc to me it just sounds like she's defending her coming out video and begging people to "stop bullying me omg 😭" She's not apologising for shit.
As long as i had boobs i would never be accepted as transgender ?! That has nothing to do with anything! In your last video you literally said i choose to be this one day and this the next. Do you not understand that , that is one of the main problems with your last video ? ? No one can tell you what you are but girl , you need to educate yourself. Plain and simple. I think you missed the point .
Trish: Makes a trans video seeking attention Everyone: eh whateverTrish: *gUyS iM sO SoRrY*
I wouldn't call it hate, I'd call it education. A lot of people are just trying to educate you on this type of this. You wouldn't be showing your chest if were trans and haven't transitioned yet.
Fuck off trisha, you aren’t an actual trans person -sincerely an actual gay trans man
Trisha is a troll for the views and the $$$. She knows that being offensive will bring her more attention. What boggles my mind is how people continue to fall for it and not see straight through it all.
Ur fake ass always saying sorry u said u never really wanted ur tits but yet got bigger ones then u say u want to be a man tf are u slow
Shane's New Docuseries: The Gender Of Trishtan Paytas (Formely Trisha, FTM)
You said you feel trapped in your own body, and that going ultra-feminine hasn't done anything for you, so why do you dress so feminine? You're doing this apology in a tank top. I'm a transgender person, female to male, and having boobs doesn't discredit you as transgender, but being overly feminine when you know that it's not working for you isn't what any transgender person would do. I think you're demigender if *anything* but definitely not transgender.
just stop making videos so you dont have to make apology videos on your floor
Oh god this is somehow worse than that bueaty gyro....
She can't even look at the camera through the entire video. Hard to believe anyone is sincere if they can't even look you in the eye.
she’s like the white version of peaches
Okay. I’ve stayed way out of this. And refused to comment on this thing but I’m speaking out now. And I’m going to use they/them pronouns for trish. I. Am. A. Trans man. And i am the type of person who usually just says whatever be who you are but this isn’t okay. There’s a lot more to this then they think. If they had just said hey guys I’m questioning my gender if you could call me this or that like great. They would not have gotten backlash from that. There will always be hate but not like they have gotten because they didn’t go about this the right way. If they are trans great but this is something you can go spilling all over the internet for everyone to see before your sure. It’s that simple.
Trish said that they/them pronouns are too confusing and didn't want to go with "they/them".
Are you on drugs? Seriously. Genuinely concerned.
you’re welcome in my community, and are loved ❤️ if you ever want a place to find acceptance my instagram is @trnsbxyspams
you go boy!!
Way to go guys. I’m Bi and possibly gender confused in the LGBTQ+ community. Leave her alone, she’s struggling, let her speak out and stop being such assholes. If she identifies as a male, let her. Fuck sake leave her alone.
Guys please stop, shut the fuck up and get a life, no matter how bad Trisha is, you guys shouldn't be shitting on her mental health, leave her alone
Seriously, don't have offspring, you're going to traumatize any children. I'm sorry... It's true though
I SUPPORT YOU TRISHA. I think this stuff is complex for someone who's just now starting to consider the possibility of being trans. And I think you have some learning to do around the language and differences in identity, expression, orientation, etc. But I think the point is you've felt gender dysphoria most of your life so you over compensated in an attempt to feel "right". And I think part of the problem was your flippant attitude in the first video, how you seemed to minimize these issues by being so casual. I think you could've communicated the same ideas more concisely and with a little more caution, instead of rattling off every thought you had about it..... because your confusion showed very clearly and is the reason people feel you don't have credibility in your claims. But I think you're just in the process of figuring it all out.
Can you really blame people for being so confused, when you yourself are confused. My advice is leave all your personal emotional issues offline until you figure yourself out. Then you can come back and explain to people how its ok to be confused about who you are, and explain how you come to whatever conclusion you come to. You put far too much of your life online, you need to work on you, who you are and what you want. Because all you seem to do is offend people, and cry in every other video about something. A hell of a lot of people watch your channel for the drama, to be entertained by your problems...I don't imagine that is something you strive for. Figure yourself out so that you can be the best version of you and entertain people, and inspire people in the right ways. You'll get much less hate, and you'll be a happier person.
I don’t really watch Trisha but I don’t understand the hate Trish is getting, they are just confused and needs help and I hope they get it ❤️❤️
She feels how she feels and obviously didnt mean to offend the lgbtq+ community but she did yet all we give is hate and tell her shes stupid and be mean cuz we all think we are right and yet treat this HUMAN BEING like they dont deserve to let out their feelings. I mean yea its confusing but oh my god im sure there are millions of other people who feel like T in some way yet we choose to tell her shes wrong in what she feels cuz this is the internet and do not have the courage to be an actual human being that actually considers her feelings. My god is it that hard to her to be her shes confused of course and yea she has some mental issues we all do we aint all PERFECT. Its like what she said that she likes being female one day and may feel like a male the other day and yet shes trying to be sensible to what shes been through but jesus christ we are all gonna die some day and are sitting here wasting our time being hateful and stupid about how people feel like feeling trans and not feeling good about being what you should be labeled as. Like are we all that small minded. If you read this and you still wanna be a sack of shit and bring more hate cuz i dont agree with the stupid online zombies that we are. Human society has been gone from the start like we could give constructive criticism which is way more different from calling stupid and wrong and i know we cant all do this but god damn are we that idiotic. Thank you good bye
This bimbo so stupid....The blonde is strong with this one
im confused on why you are confused.
This world is truely filled with evil people, trisha BE YOU! male,female,trans,gay whatever the case maybe seek help and guidance but dont seek acceptance fuck this vile world ❤️
My love you may not be trans but you are gender fluid if anything
I think she needs to realize that because of all her past lies and scandals and shit like that to seek attention, it’s very hard to believe that she’s actually feeling this way and is transgender.
She came out as lesbian, she’s came out as gay, she’s came out as black girl. the fuck were you expecting when she decide to come out as trans
She also came out as a chicken nugget.
she is just making money on modern self-contradictory social relativism
If she’s always felt like a man why did she get so much plastic surgery like breast implants?
This is faker than Laura Lee’s video.
people in the comments insulting her like they're any better are just hilarious
Why does her voice sound exactly like tana mongeau?
Hey! I have an idea, try and think of a masculine name and set your pronouns as he/him for a while, we will use those and see how things go and wel go forward from there. If you are comfy after that then we can continue calling you a guy, if you feel bad about it after we can try they/them or he/they and if that's better we could call you by that. It's going to be ok trish, we're here for you. I'm so sorry you've been going through this
Im trans and it's ok to be questioning your identity but until you are certain try not to make a video on it because this stuff ends up happening, if you feel so like a guy most of the time you might be gender fluid which mean you sometimes feel feminine and female or masculine and manly on different days. I support you so much don't give up trying to find yourself. Good luck dude.
This isn't an apology! She just wants attention. How have u been going to therapy and not being educated on transgender men!!! TRISH U DO NOT HAVE DYSPHORIA!!!
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your big boobs and long nails , and pink pink pink , and blond hair and all those lips ...very confusing...I am sorry if it’s rude but there was no need to bring it to a big platform before figuring it out completely...
i struggle with gernder identity...5 years later imma female ik who i am...aka this is another fucking troll and shes taking this to a whole new level all because shes an attention seeker. and plus putting the caption 'IM TANSGENDER (FEMALE TO MALE)' in caps is to make the vid more noticeable and to get MORE ATTENTION!
>.> She has to be the greatest troll on RUplus.
You need to get a grip u dafty !!!... u r making up totally imaginary life style in order for people to come to your channel !!!!... you say you have had all these experiences throughout ur life and ended up with transgender therapists.... so show us the receipts!!!!!... u have no feckin evidence for anything u r saying !!!... u are an absolute embarrassment to the LBGT community because all u are doing here is trying to keep ur channel alive and you are throwing the LBGT community under a bus by doing so !!!!... you are not entertaining and you are a fecking liar !!... step in the sea and don’t come back...... ps !!!! anybody with gender dysmorphia would not have there massive tits hanging out because they would pose a massive problem for them... if u are gona claim a label then google the symptoms you absolute fool !!
Did she really say she is apologizing to get rid of the backlash and hate. Fucking really? Do you not have an editor
I’m getting mega Tana vibes from this video
Let’s break down the apology video and the “I’m QUESTIONING” video.1.) Trisha has been going to a gender therapist for six months.2.) Trisha has been attracted to the trans community for awhile. (Maybe)3.) Isn’t trying to “offend anyone and is apologizing” -said earlier that Trisha can not apologize for being Trisha.4.) In the original video, Trisha states that Trisha has always been attracted to gay men and that led to the thought of being a man.5.) Trisha has told a few people on the feelings that have been experienced.6.) trying to use how Trisha looks to make it seem like Trisha is the victim.7.) commonly referencing to anxiety and ptsd ??8.) “not expecting so much hate”9.) “wanted so badly to be included in all of it.”10.) uses the actual name to the female genitalia. Like of the many trans men I’ve met they’ve avoided saying it.11.) thinks that being masculine when a girl means that you are transgender. (vice versa)12.) knowing Trisha’s past, Trisha has tried to be black, a gay man, and so much more.13.) Trisha has gotten breast augmentation (surgery to enlarge breasts) and is on porn hub.14.) “likes to entertain people and didn’t see it as mocking the community.”15.) “hasn’t been more scared”16.) also has put so many ads on these videos. (Profit off the video basically)17.) Trisha has agreed with a person that said everyone should be gender fluid and that the same people who want to destroy gender construct are the same people mad at TrISHA for “doing the same”18.) wanted to share a story so that people who are in the same position as Trisha that it’s okay.19.) not sure about pronouns and transitioning.20.) likes who she is. Wouldn’t be comfortable in a different “gender body”21.) doesnt want to cry or make it dramatic 22.) wants to be a voice for a group ie. bisexuals, transgender folk.23.) refers to transgender folk as transgenders.24.) admires people who know who they are.25.) getting help is confusing.26.) used to hate but is sad for people who can’t share their truths.27.) doesn’t regret making video.28.) refers to self with the transgender community. Like “we”29.) has made trolling videos.30.) wants to move on and continue. Doesn’t want this to a trending twitter thing.31.) wanted this to be another video.32.) bought big clothes after the Troy Bolton video because it felt good (“felt good in that form”)33.) sitting in the kitchen again.34.) “I don’t want to apologize because it’s how I’ve felt.”35.) wants to let it go.36.) talking about these things is important.37.) everyone should be more accepting and loving.38.) agrees with Ellen on being kind no matter political views.39.) doesn’t think this is fair.40.) lots of ads I can’t stress this enough.41.) a 28 minute video and a 18 minute video.42.) lots of dms and emails about this.43.) people have thanked Trisha for the video because they think they are now not alone.I’m gonna stop her because I genuinely can’t. (23:34) Do what you will with this information.
This is SO fake! Are you kidding me? She forcing every tear and fully expected all the feedback. She confuses herself. I can’t! 😂 it makes me laugh because of how little she knows and how uninformative she is about it.
6:37 “I’ve always been drawn to the transgender community and the movement because I’ve just admired them and I just loved that they could be out and open and people like applauded them.” What...
This bitch is always crying STFUUU
You said some problematic things and it would be a good idea to listen to that and take it into account. I'm not gonna say T isnt transgender. Because that is not my place to tell another person who they are. I truly hope you figure yourself out.
In times of confusion, Jesus is always the answer.
I don’t feel like Trish should be on RUplus no Shane no Social Media. I think she should go get some help. Try and figure out herself. Maybe take a break. Like Eugenia she shouldn’t be on the Media while recovering. I get it. I really do I even had to disappear because I thought I was transgender. I feel like she should take a break and talk to her mom and family. :/Edit: I don’t have anything against trans people, I think they are human too I just feel like she’s so broken that she should go off of the public eye.
Let’s ask Harvey and Phil what do with this case🤔
i feel like she is just a masculine female. or at the very least genderfluid. but she is not a trans man.
I’m not trying to be rude but legit you never said anything about having dysphoria YOU HAVE TO HAVE DYSPHORIA TO BE TRANS!!!! There’s no ifs ands or buts about it and in an interview you said you wouldn’t transition because that would then make you actually have dysphoria. You being more masculine is just you being a Tom boy and you literally dissed they/them pronouns and was very offensive the way you phrased it I’m a trans male ftm I’m not allowed to come out to my family because they aren’t supportive of that community so yea I deal with dysphoria every damn day and you never said any thing about having dysphoria and also this isn’t at all an apology it’s just you trying to save your ass and if you’ve been seeing a gender therapist for six months you wouldn’t be this ill informed on the transgender community and we aren’t calling you stupid for real none of us have
You hate all these girly girl things but you have those ugly sparkly pointy nails
It's not that I don't believe that you're trans. Nobody knows you better than yourself. You appearing feminine has nothing to do with this. It's the way you've worded things. I understand being new and not knowing all of the proper terms. But you need to educate yourself before you make a public video to such a large audience. Educating yourself and learning terms and vocabulary is the first step. You cannot claim to be trans if you don't even know what trans means. Educate yourself first before you make videos. Because yes, if you make a video where you rant about being confused and not knowing what's going on with yourself and you don't know what to call it, then obviously people are going to think you're just confused. Educate yourself. Find resources. Google terms. Watch videos. Talk to trans people. My problem is not with you being trans and not "appearing" that way, it's with how uneducated you are on the topic and that you didn't bother trying to educate yourself first and then you get upset when people tell you you're uneducated on the topic and you said offensive things.
I feel so bad for her honestly I just think she’s very very very lost with herself rn and I think she needs time
do anything for clout
Honestly I thought she was a male to female transgender . 😬
We need to educate, not hate💖
I really think its dumb shes getting hate. The world today is identify how you want, no matter what. So why be pissed if she said shes trans? Ive seen other YTers saying worst things, yet no hate at all. Trisha I say do you hunny, no one can sneeze without offending someone so let them drown in the tea they crave and dont let it get you down babe.
@Tosca B so? There is no exception from freedom to identify as you want. There is no, these people can all do it but you cant because you are unsure of what you are. Not how freedom works.
Madam Wolfie she literally said “So do i identity as trans? Yes 1000% do i identify with my natural born gender? Yes 1000%” then she says shes trans. Her questioning her gender identity is completely valid but that was her being stupid. She basically said: i like gay men so i am a gay man.
Just admit you lied sis, it's way less offensive
Is this bitch crying again ?
I just come down to these videos of her to dislike them ok bye
Hun I know I have no place to speak on how you feel or who you are, but I do wanna say this... everything you were explaining in your “I am transgender” video sounds like you were explaining gender fluidity or even being transsexual. I get it that it’s hard to explain how you feel and who you are on the inside, but just understand that people were mad or annoyed because of how you were explaining everything. I understand you just wanted people to understand what makes you feel comfortable and how, but it was very confusing when you were explaining it. Please just take time to get to know your true authentic self and if anything do research and look into how you feel and stuff around your emotions. I hope this is helpful to you and good luck hun. I hope everything get better though 💜
Lmfaaoooo the LGBT community are sooo hypocritical. Y'all say there are an infinite number of genders yet this shit pisses you off?
Ya'll I think she/he may just be gender fluid
Bro shes not my cup of tea but we all know she doesn’t think the way we do, she didn’t try to attack the 🏳️🌈 community, I am lesbian I have dressed and felt like a guy my entire life I haven’t changed my body because I don’t want to, but I have felt like I was transgender or SOMETHING but that’s when you actually change your body. So no girl, we are not transgender. But give her a damn break she just needs to be educated, it’s not like she did it to hurt anyone Jesus Christ
Ok so....lemme just explain this as a trans gay man. ATTRACTION OR SEXUAL IDENTITY DOES NOT EQUAL GENDER. If you are attracted to men that doesn't affect your gender. If you truly feel this way why not do some research before you continue to post? Maybe some info on being trans as well as other gender identities
This is so sad that she would even have to make this video, she should be comfortable with whoever she wants to be and no one should ever think for a second that they can tell her who she is or he is or whatever, everyone should be who they want to be without worrying about other people’s opinions
Okay, we seriously are so similar! I've wanted to write this for awhile now. Dude you have nothing to apologize for. You should try to attend a Trans Conference. I've gone and it was amazing 🦋💜
I honestly don’t think she had any bad intentions, people just want to be mad about everything. Correct her and move the fuck on.
Shut up u stupid ... u look dumb and sound stupid ass fuck
we need a Shane signal
I call BULLSHIT. Just identify as a pig. People would understand that more than u calling yourself a man for attention.
Omg sweetie I would to just be Gay with you. Your just thinking and asking questions. The hate they throw is just their own insecurities, if they cant educate you with love then it's no wonder they speak and act the way they do. People don't have to come out, they can just live. People who come out the closet as one thing (Gay/Lesbian) are like Heterosexuals just closing themselves off to a particular group. It's important to educate yourself no matter what you do, and to do that you would have had to raise a couple of sensitive subjects. I can definitely see you weren't going at this in a negative way. I think your Okay dude. ❤🧡💛💚💙💜
Hey I get being confused, it's really confusing and not at all clear cut. I would just say that you should continue to explore and learn and that would help
*END* your channel.....Quick, before you change your mind and any *more* people start believing your *BULLshit.* 👍
She thinks she's trans just because she doesn't believe she is feminine and is attracted to gay men. Not all lesbians are feminine either but they don't feel the need to transition in to men. Her preference for gay men is just an attraction. No gay man would fuck her because gay men don't like pussy, they're gay for a reason. So she better get to transitioning quick, she's missing out on the gay dick buffett. She's also the most feminine female I have seen on YT. More than Tana. She has gotten breast augmentation like 3 times. She had a brazilian butt lift. All to look more feminine. She had a lot of fat removed to look more feminine. She also loves the color pink. She's also a barbie fanatic. She is the definition of feminine. Getting your nails done, shopping excessively. Those are all her favorite things . The friggin pink g wagon with custom pink interior and leather. She needs to go back in the "crazy house" to get reevaluated. She's having an identity crisis. All that she named that makes her think she's trans is just a masculine female. I know lots of females that work on airplanes, can handle heavy machinery, and love to hunt. They wouldn't transition just because they think they're more masculine. Some women love to do things that are typically manly. Which is fine. She should go take a welding class if she wants to feel manly. Many women enjoy the power feeling of getting to operate heavy machinery and go to a gun range. Also, showing your tits isn't a thing any trans person would do. Trans people hate to show their breasts because of the gender dysphoria. Typically, they will cover up any trace of their parts. Even if they don't transition.
Tosca B trish is a problem and people have to point it out
Ryell Gear you are a legend